sortofpresence:

I either care too much or too little and it’s never right. And I’m never right.

staying positive

• Getting coffee with Emily, Spice, and Cel
• Worked on the wedding video a little bit
• Played some ukulele
• Sent Zack a nice good morning/goodnight text
• Getting dressed up today because I can
• Anything could happen today

Say nighty-night and kiss me. Just hold me tight and tell me you’ll miss me. 

fuck

I love you

I’m such a fuckhead sometimes

I thought I was done being hormonal

Hey. Actually it’s me that needs to remember to appreciate now that I think about it.

You put up with so much bullshit from me. And you never ever complain. That says a lot about a person. It’s incredible how much you can take from me actually. I don’t deserve it. 

I just need to re-evaluate.

I was knocked out on my couch an hour ago, but as soon as I got in bed my eyes just can’t seem to shut and my brain won’t seem to calm down

Do I expect too much?

Do I ask for too much?

cool

When I’m a mom

I’d like to be the perfect combination of my mom and Zack’s mom.

They’re both wonderful hardworking ladies.. but Zack’s mom is a lot more fun.

My grandma is 96 next week. She keeps making comments about how she doesn’t like living this long. 

This sucks.  I love my grandma so much.

You surprised me with roses and a candle-lit picnic. And I was so happy I wanted to cry. I thought we were going to spend a few days apart, and you had something else in mind.

You are everything to me.